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Jun. 5th, 2011 | 10:26 am

It seems like lately my husband just isn't getting me. He's always out hanging with friends and spending our money like its water on things that we DON'T need like electric guitars and mary jane. How the hell are we ever suppose to get out from under his dad's roof if he keeps doing this? And trying to make me feel bad when Riley is crying really hard because she scared herself. Telling me i dropped her and that i'm not telling him the truth. That's bullshit. Babies scare themselves. Like this morning she was sitting on the kitchen floor and forced herself backwards and hit her head. That's what babies do! God damn man.... He better start spending more time with his family before he loses us... I don't want to have to resort to that because i love him with all my heart, but i'm feeling all kinds of neglected right now.

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May. 22nd, 2011 | 11:08 am

I've been really stressed lately. Josh's dad is wanting us out, but we really don't have the means to do it. I've been filling out app after app trying to find a job, and Josh only works @ KFC for 15-17 hours a week. We really need some help. I can tell the stress is getting to Josh, but i wish he wouldn't take it out on me. Sometimes the things he says are so hurtful. I'm afraid me and Riley are going to be shipped back off to WV with or without Josh and i don't like the idea of it at all expecially if Josh doesn't come back with us. We have been fighting alot more lately, but i still love him with all my heart and couldn't bare to be away from him that long. Please Dear God give us a break

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May. 13th, 2011 | 07:40 pm

I just got back from a great walk @ chestnut ridge with the hubby and child. Smoked a little herbal refreshment and it made the walk feel just perfect. Our family was so connected for that little bit of time. It feels like its been awhile we did things as a family. I love them both dearly. It feels great to be fucked up too lol

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May. 10th, 2011 | 12:02 am

So i've been kind of depressed lately, and i think its due to being stuck inside the house day after day taking care of Riley. I love Riley to death, but i need a me day every once in awhile. I'd like to go on a date with my hubby too. *sighs* I hope i get a job soon so i can spend some time out in society.

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Apr. 28th, 2011 | 11:17 am

Well, things are going well here in Ohio. Josh has had a job for a couple of weeks now, and Riley is growing like a weed. Me and Josh are really wanting to get out from under his dad's roof, but it looks like it might take another month or two. We have a few old coins that we're looking to sell that just might help us do that.

Riley is soo beautiful. She has her momma's eyes and her daddy's smile. I couldn't imagine life without my little girl. I hope she's grows up with a better life that me and Josh. I really do. We've been struggling for awhile now, but i think if the family stays together will make it worth the struggle.

Hopefully i'll be able to find a job soon. I don't want to work at another Bob Evans, but i might just have to.

Riley is waking up so i gotta go. Hopefully i can think of more to write about later.

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Mar. 4th, 2011 | 10:40 pm

Moving to Ohio Monday... big changes are in store. I can feel it.

A long, long time

Nov. 13th, 2010 | 02:46 pm
mood: accomplished accomplished

Well well well... isn't this a surprise? lol It has been a very long time since i've posted anything in here. ALOT has happened. Me and Josh got married on August 28th 2010. Our beautiful baby girl, Riley Marie Powers, was born on Oct. 5th 2010, and in a few weeks we will be moving into our own house as a family. Everything is looking up. I'm starting to understand what it means to be a mother, and i'm slowly getting my mojo back. I can't wait until we move out of my parents house. Its going to feel really wierd with all that freedom. Can't write much now. Gotta take care of my colicky baby :p Peace

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Feb. 16th, 2006 | 01:49 pm